So, today was tough. It's hard controlling what you eat, how much you eat and when you eat it when you are at home and your parents are around. It's why I hate the concept of a week end. You're told what to eat and when. That's not for me.
And the past two days have really got to me. I feel like I've over eaten. And like I am going to ruin everything because somehow I don't fit in with society's view on how I should be. Not fun. But I went a day without counting calories and the next day was horrible. Eating was just torture.
So here goes...
Saturday 14th:
Breakfast~ skipped
Lunch~ 200 calories
Dinner~ 311 calories
Pudding ( such a nasty thing) ~ 500 calories
Now, I would have been okay if I wasn't made to eat pudding. I can live on 511 calories. But not 1011. That is too many. So in terms of exercise I burnt 500 calories.
Saturday dAys total~ 511
Sunday 15th:
Breakfast~skipped
Lunch~ 500 calories
Dinner~ 590 calories
I knew I'd gone over by this point. But my parents I trying to make me fat so they make us eat pudding which is 462 calories. Grand total of 1552 calories.
So I'm burning 1000 calories as I write this. Tomorrow I'll eat as little as possible. I hate not knowing the amount of calories. But I feel that someone should know what I'm doing so that I don't die. Life is too good to die.
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