Tuesday 17th September

Breakfast~ 100
Lunch~ 10
Dinner~ 488
Total~ 598
Burnt~ 200

598-200= 398

Monday 16th September

Breakfast~100 calories
Lunch~ skipped
Dinner~ 800 calories

The only reason I ate so much at dinner was because I missed 100 at lunch and I do want to get better. These are also rough approximations. I feel grotten today (grim and rotten) so I can't be bothered to move and go check. But I think the numbers are an over estimation. So far I've done no additional exercise.

Weekend: 14th and 15th of September

So, today was tough. It's hard controlling what you eat, how much you eat and when you eat it when you are at home and your parents are around. It's why I hate the concept of a week end. You're told what to eat and when. That's not for me.

And the past two days have really got to me. I feel like I've over eaten. And like I am going to ruin everything because somehow I don't fit in with society's view on how I should be. Not fun. But I went a day without counting calories and the next day was horrible. Eating was just torture.

So here goes...

Saturday 14th:
Breakfast~ skipped
Lunch~ 200 calories
Dinner~ 311 calories
Pudding ( such a nasty thing) ~ 500 calories

Now, I would have been okay if I wasn't made to eat pudding. I can live on 511 calories. But not 1011. That is too many. So in terms of exercise I burnt 500 calories.

Saturday dAys total~ 511

Sunday 15th:
Breakfast~skipped
Lunch~ 500 calories
Dinner~ 590 calories

I knew I'd gone over by this point. But my parents I trying to make me fat so they make us eat pudding which is 462 calories. Grand total of 1552 calories.

So I'm burning 1000 calories as I write this. Tomorrow I'll eat as little as possible. I hate not knowing the amount of calories. But I feel that someone should know what I'm doing so that I don't die. Life is too good to die.